All We Need Is Just A Little Patience

I hate the rain sometimes. It's been 2 months since the last typhoon and here comes the rain again. I hate this bed weather because it keeps me from moving and being lazy is so not me. I have a lot of things to do and with this kind of weather, I can't do much (sigh).

In the course of two months, a lot has happened already. An adage goes, “when it rains, it pours.” After 5 long years, our vacation home was finally sold that's why I'm just ecstatic that my family is now moving into a new house. Rural life is such a pain, especially during medical emergencies. Aside from that, we can't get a good network signal or apply for services like phone, cable TV or Internet since we're too far away from the city. Oh boy! I can live without cable or landline phone but without access to the world wide web will definitely drive me crazy and it's not just all about social media, I want to keep myself updated all the time with the current news and stuff.

I truly believe that prayers move mountains as long as you don't lose hope because when the time is right God will give you what you asked for. I must admit it came to a point that I thought about giving up because I feel like God doesn't listen anymore. Maybe HE's too busy up there and my voice is too weak for him to hear but, at the end of the day, I still run to him for help. To me, there is no other God, who truly cares and understands even if I'm becoming too selfish already.

It' been 3 years since my mom passed away but I still talk to her every day like she's just beside me all the time, I know that she can hear my thoughts 24/7. They say that spirits who leave this world die to free them from the physical pain but continue to live an eternal life in the other world, it's a gift. Whenever there are major changes in my life I tell my mom how happy I am. When I'm feeling down and I need help on making tough decisions in my life I seek for her help and divine intervention. Every time I see a butterfly I associate it with my mom's spirit, looking after me. Whenever I get the chance to visit her remains I talk to her in silence and pray that she help escalate my prayers to God and one of my prayers is for God to send an angel that will help my family find a buyer for our vacation home. I believe my mom worked her magic. Prayers don't work overnight, patience is a virtue.

I think this year is a blessed one for me and my family sadly, my mom is no longer with us but she will always be our guiding light. I am grateful that things are finally falling into place. God's timing is always perfect. I quit my job three months ago and all I ever wished for is a new house that's accessible to everything so I can start working right at the comfort of our home because that's what my mom wants too when she was still alive. She wants me to stop working, it gets her worried a lot. My mom still hasn't changed a bit, she will always be the caring mom I've always known her to be. I believe that things happen for a reason and not just pure coincidence.

Darn, I still don't like too much rain but I should've learned by now that the sun will come out soon if I will just remain patient. Bear in mind that it's not always a rainy day.

Have a blessed Sunday.

But Why

Why does it always rain in the afternoon?

I did our laundry this morning thinking that the sun will stay up the whole day but as expected here comes the rain, (not) again. The weather is indeed very unpredictable so better have an umbrella handy at all times.

The rain brings this melancholic feeling sometimes. I don't know if it's the cold breeze or just the sound of it. I hate it when when it's raining too much or when it gets too hot. Anything extreme is not good of course. Looks like the rain's going to be around for a long time so I guess I better just enjoy a hot cup of tea while listening to Earl Klugh.

Computer Stuff

It's a rainy Thursday morning I'm awakened by the sound of raindrops on our window. I haven't checked the news yet since I'm not sure if this rain is caused by low pressure area (LPA) or if there's a storm coming in. I'm waiting for an email that we'll be dressed down tonight it's so uncomfortable coming to work all dressed up in while a storm is raging. 

So my customer survey score is recovering, it went up after getting really low scores last week. I guess I'm back with a vengeance. 

I'm done watching all season 2 episodes of Ghost Whisperer after my computer OS (operating System) crashed thank goodness I did lose anything on my hard drive. I'm planning to save it on a a disc so I have a hard copy I wouldn't be so worried in case anything goes wrong with my computer. I'm downloading season 3 for sure it will take a week or two to finish. I am taking so much care of my laptop now since I can't afford losing any important file or it's going to be a pain in the neck.  

I downloaded an Antivirus software called ESet Smart Security on my niece's computer after the trial version of NOD32 expired. I replaced it with Panda Antivirus however it made her computer run slow I decided to uninstall it immediately before it gets worst.  

My sister downloaded a photo editing software called Photolight I thought it was pretty good but it expired after a few days. I'd like to know what if Corel Photopaint is any better. 

No Umbrella

When I arrived from work this morning, I told myself that I'll bring a small bag so I can bring an umbrella in case it rains this afternoon. My bag is ready to go but after a power nap, I woke up and changed my mind. I decided not to bring an umbrella.

The weather was good when I left the house, the sun was up I was in a hurry to catch an FX because It feels like I'm melting already. It took me just an hour or two to buy all the stuff that I needed I was in a hurry so I chose an FX that's ready to leave just to get squeezed inside when a big guy sat in the middle of everyone. I was literally screaming inside I'd like to transfer to another FX but I'm left with no choice I have to be home early so I have more time to rest and sleep. All hell broke loose when the rain poured heavily just while I'm about to get off the fx. Can this day get any worst? I told myself. After a sunny day here comes the storm! How odd. I can't run in the rain so I had to stop at a nearby store, video shop, Jollibee, Mc Donalds, and a waffle store even if the apartment is literally a few steps away. It took me an hour to get home, would you believe it? I was soaking wet and mad like hell imagine how a sudden change of mind and weather ruined my day.