I hate the rain sometimes. It's been 2
months since the last typhoon and here comes the rain again. I hate
this bed weather because it keeps me from moving and being lazy
is so not me. I have a lot of things to do and with this kind of
weather, I can't do much (sigh).
In the course of two months, a lot has
happened already. An adage goes, “when it rains, it pours.”
After 5 long years, our vacation home was finally sold that's why I'm
just ecstatic that my family is now moving into a new house. Rural life is such a pain, especially during medical
emergencies. Aside from that, we can't get a good network signal or
apply for services like phone, cable TV or Internet since we're too far away from the city. Oh boy! I can
live without cable or landline phone but without access to the world
wide web will definitely drive me crazy and it's not just all about
social media, I want to keep myself updated all the time with the current news and stuff.
I truly believe that prayers move
mountains as long as you don't lose hope because when the time is
right God will give you what you asked for. I must admit it came to a
point that I thought about giving up because I feel like God doesn't
listen anymore. Maybe HE's too busy up there and my voice is too weak
for him to hear but, at the end of the day, I still run to him for
help. To me, there is no other God, who truly cares and understands
even if I'm becoming too selfish already.
It' been 3 years since my mom passed
away but I still talk to her every day like she's just beside me all
the time, I know that she can hear my thoughts 24/7. They say that
spirits who leave this world die to free them from the physical pain
but continue to live an eternal life in the other world, it's a gift.
Whenever there are major changes in my life I tell my mom how happy I
am. When I'm feeling down and I need help on making tough decisions
in my life I seek for her help and divine intervention. Every time I
see a butterfly I associate it with my mom's spirit, looking after
me. Whenever I get the chance to visit her remains I talk to her in
silence and pray that she help escalate my prayers to God and one of
my prayers is for God to send an angel that will help my family find
a buyer for our vacation home. I believe my mom worked her magic.
Prayers don't work overnight, patience is a virtue.
I think this year is a blessed one for
me and my family sadly, my mom is no longer with us but she will
always be our guiding light. I am grateful that things are finally
falling into place. God's timing is always perfect. I quit my job three months ago and all I ever wished for is a new house that's accessible
to everything so I can start working right at the comfort of our home
because that's what my mom wants too when she was still alive. She
wants me to stop working, it gets her worried a lot. My mom still
hasn't changed a bit, she will always be the caring mom I've always
known her to be. I believe that things happen for a reason and not
just pure coincidence.
Darn, I still don't like too much rain
but I should've learned by now that the sun will come out soon if I
will just remain patient. Bear in mind that it's not always a rainy
day.
Have a blessed Sunday.
